I spin in circles…

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I spin in circles…

 

Not as a young child twirls

Not as a lovely yellow umbrella between the fingers of a lady

But as a dry blanket of dust, searching for my soul to be made full.

 

I look over my shoulder…

 

Wanting to be appreciated by my peers

Wanting to be admired by strangers and those who know me well

But I find emptiness in my efforts.

 

I drop to my knees…

 

Alone, empty and seeking

 

I lift my eyes upward…

 

Feeling peace and calm

Feeling the rest that only giving your cares over can bring

And I find my value rests in Him alone

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emily - So beautiful and true. Why do we always insist on looking elsewhere? It reminds me of Psalm 121: I lift my eyes up …
Thank you for sharing your beautiful poem!

Mary Thompson - Dear Katie,
That sounds like my heart discussion with the Lord this week too. But your imagery is always so beautiful. You just keep growing and growing. I love love that too. You are precious, unique, and totally admirable.
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lynsey - beautiful writing, kate! i can completely relate to this, and am sure that many others can too. i bet you’d be surprised though, at how many people admire you. even those who have only met you in person once but think you are fabulous! 🙂