Still here…

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Staunch unsightly walls encompass me.

I only want to sleep.

My words fail to be kind or meaningful or coherent.

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Shadows are everywhere.

They hide the light from my wanting heart.

I am crying out to be found.

I lament and whisper praise out of a heart that wants to be gently obedient.

Find me, dear Father.

Please find me.

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Sweetness fluttering around me.

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Letters in the mail.

Words from friends.

Smiles and waves.

Hugs.

Gentle squeezes of my hand by my dearest.

My heart overflows.

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And I am slowly emerging still a mother.  Still in love with my family.

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