Loneliness, pictures and outside…

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Tonight, I was having a royal pity party for myself – no good reason at all.

I am so very blessed. My family is healthy. But you know those nights that you just really fight that lonely feeling?

The worst part for me is when I can’t quite put my finger on what is going on. When I can’t identify it, I can’t “fix” it.

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As I sat in my chair, I caught up on a few of my favorite blogs and I had decided to write a post on tackling loneliness.

Psalm 147:3
He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.

That verse was going to be my launching point. I leaned back and whispered a prayer that God would use this post to help someone feel a little less lonely.

As I was looking for the perfect ‘lonely’ picture, I ran across a folder of pictures that I never posted.

I was greeted by this amazing smile…

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It was before I was posting Riley’s picture online, so I guess I just filed it away for ‘someday’.

Well, tonight, it was a true blessing.

He and I are still figuring each other out. Some days I am the best thing since sliced bread. Other days, I am that lady that has to put him to bed with his brother and sister are still up.

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I needed these reminders: Reminders of days at mom’s house, when we were introducing Riley to the entire family.

When he would get antsy, I would take him for walks outside.

Tonight, I took a hint, left my lonely blog post behind, and walked outside to look at the clouds and the stars.

Between the pictures and the stars, my heart feels full again.

Psalm 94:19
In the multitude of my anxieties within me, Your comforts delight my soul.

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Riley had discovered blue Gatorade and loved that his tongue turned colors. Just seeing this series of pictures changed my mood immediately.

If you are struggling with loneliness, I am so sorry.

If I can lift up a specific prayer request, please feel free to email me. I’d be honored to join you in prayer.

I am praying for YOU today – yes you. I am praying this verse over anyone who stumbles on this post…

Isaiah 41:10
Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.