Joining a MOPS group is one of the best decisions I’ve ever made.

I’ve written many times about finding a MOPS or MOMS group nearby. I’ve shared how it became a lifeline for me as I transitioned to a stay at home mom and an adoptive mom. I needed friends. I needed people who smiled at me and waved and me and nodded their head in understanding.

I wrote about my first MOPS group and my deep appreciation and thanks for these women, who are still dear friends.

Then, I wrote about founding another MOPS group nearby when we learned that there was a waiting list and a need for more mom groups in our community.

The generosity and hospitality and grace that met me in these places will always decorate my memories of this chapter of my life like brightly colored carnival bunting.

After six years of MOPS being a huge part of my life, I’m stepping away. My family needs more of me during this season. They need more of my time and more of my availability.

It’s been a hard decision.

I’ve had selfish moments insisting that I deserve this or I need that. But the truth…. the beautiful truth is, Jesus is all I need. He continues to show me that I need to clear my schedule and clear my plate so that I can give more of myself to the family, and I can fully trust that His strength will get me through.

The last time our family walked in obedience and trust without borders, Riley was the precious gift that He sent. It is time for me to walk in obedience again, with open hands and give all of myself to the One who gave everything for me.

To my dear MOPS friends, I will miss you so very much.

To my friends who are searching for community, I saved a seat for you. You will feel loved and seen. You will find laughter and hot breakfast and hugs.

To my friends who are walking a similar road, you are in my prayers. Society may whisper that we need more time for ourselves, but hold on tight sisters. When he calls you to let go of something you love, may your heart be set ablaze with a singular, unrelenting purpose that builds the foundation for a generation yet to come.